Does Fairytales Exists ?
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
11:42 PM
I'm tired and utterly disappointed .
I'm negleting my blog again . (: i've got no mood and nothing to blog .
baby was in outfield last week and i felt uber lonely as mention , and i din wanna blog cause i want baby to read that post . (:
so now , i can blog . and i may not remember every single thing and i've still no mood to blog .
so........................ i will summarise and would be random . :DDDD sorry`
aunty sharon came to my house on thurs , din attend school as i stayed home to help with the bazhang . ^^
stayed up till midnight with her for the seek of the bazhang . though staying up late is common for me . :DD
went to whitesands with aunty sharon to buy additional stuffs for bazhang . and had macdonald lunch . :DD
went back . and busy busy busy . aunty janet came in the night to collect her bazhang and had deliver to rest .
and aunty janet brought lots of magazine over . yappi!!! snatch with aunty sharon at night while waiting for bazhang .
saturday , slept till late and aunty sharon go home but she's nice . she cooked lunch for us before leaving . ^^
went to tampines to meet qinyiBLOOPBLOOP to write the application for the job .
but meet chiaPOPOs before meeting qinyiBLOOPBLOOP and ailin was there .
was late and qinyiBLOOPBLOOP was kinda mad at me . waited for her boyf and off to NTUC . then homed . (:
baby called at night but din chat much as he was busy . ):
woke up the next day and waited for baby's call . baby called , prepared and walk to busstop .
on the way , saw baby already . :DD homed , rest awhile , prepare and go bedok inter meet alvinPIGARSEKINGKONG .
ate lamp soup and bought supper for mummy and bus-ed to baby's mama store to pass her bazhangs .
mrt-ed back and daddy send baby to camp then send mummy to work . :DD
monday , went to school for digital communication exam . then left to tiong bahru to meet yilinSISTERs .
shopped and mac at tiong then off to yilinSISTER's house downstair . waited for dad to come fetch .
home-ed and parents left for crab dinner without me , thanks to the chinchilla . WELL DONE!!!
and baby called and we chat for almost an hour . i miss baby . :DD
today , went shopping with mummy at fareast . bought my white tanktop and a unique halter top .
looks kinda weird but i like . mummy thinks it's cute too . i wanna get somemore stuffs from fareast .
headed to tangs after that . shopped for mummy's stuffs . saw a nice bag but not worth it . ):
off to shop for mummy stuffs then homed . went to whitesands to buy dinner then homed .
post is random ehs . ? i'm sorry , i really fcuking no mood .
&& I WANNA GO PRAWNING TOO . last time crabbing was a success to me .
i wanna try prawning and BBQ-ing them . wahahahaas .
camwhore with ailin while on the way to tampines to meet qinyiBLOOPBLOOP .
the animal biscuit aunty sharon bought for me . yum yum .
my breakfast . heh heh heh . just feel like eating all this . but........ i din eat finish . ): so mummy did . :DD
chin chin . he's scare of me . )`:
lit part of the bazhangs ; the bazhangs i made . ^^
I guess you would never near how important you were to me . and i was really disappointed with you .
my two closest hurt me today . you know how hurt am i . ? you both are people whom i would give my best .
but i'm not treasured and not shown concern . now , whenever i need you guys , where are you . ?
i'm always telling myself you are busy and i cant blame but i came to know it today that i'm perhaps wrong .
you dont seems to care , i almost cried when i saw your reply and when i was replying but i was in the mrt and mama was there .
i dont know who to turn to . and i hope everything would be fine soon . i hope you will know who is the one who will always be there .
and another one , you added stress to me . you want me to turn to you but you are not giving me the advice i need .
but added stress . you want me to turn to you when i need someone to talk to , but cans you tell me what to do . ? i need help and advice .
imtiredandimleavingfornow`
