我需要的只是安全感和让我放心的你
tuesday (6 may`08) . went to school as usual but was late for school . (:
at least i'm making the fcuking effort to attend school . if you dont see it , FORGET IT!!!
i dont have to tell you what i've done rights . if i have to , its uncountable . (:
slacked in school , did lots of works . BORED!!!
meet crystal20cents at her house bus stop with yilinSISTERs . (:
yilinSISTERs was supposed to accompany to bugis to collect my pay but she have to rush off to else where .
so crystal20cents accompanied me . thanks lars . went to ice monster first . (:
had mango and strawberry ice . ? hahaas . the first time i like mango . hahaas . but its jus like . i'm still not into it . hahahaas .
headed to bugis street after that . shopped around and went to get my pay . (: hehs . darn little lars . ):
left off to behind bugis junction for dinner . and bloody hell crystal20cents eat so slow . #$%^&*
after that , back to bugis junction as she needs to buy something for the mother , but couldnt find .
back to bugis street as she needs to get her pay . ( she's more troublesome than me cans )
wanted to buy a dress top but couldnt decide . so plan to go another day for a more proper shopping . x)
took her pay and cab to my school for night class . she accompanied me to my school . laughs!!!
&& she's darn lame lars . keep saying its her first time to this school though she just staying opposite . laughs!!
&& not forgeting that bloody cab uncle , make a big turn . FCUKER . cab fare rise still want eat money .
she left for home and i left for class aftermaths . and bloody hell , i was sosososo late lars . hahaas .
though i purposely one lars . but still paisehs sials . step in to class and everyone look at you . eeyeers`
bored and did a test and lecturer says if i pass , my group cans go . hahahahaaas .
so with the help from them , I PASSED!!! so we left and everyone was like ehs . ? hahaaas .
homed and baby called . talk to him bout how i felt . ): i really hope for the best .
i'm really stressed-up , baby . you will never know how i feel cause you aint me .
and also you know what a person you are now , the difference .
despite this , its also some other prob . fcuk , stress stress stress .
wednesday , din attend school . overslept . ): i din mean it . i've tried my best already .
woke up and its like if i go , not even half an hour , school ends . so no point going . no attendance also . -.-
slacked and blogshop and VCD at home . till late noon , went to polyclinic cause of what yilinSISTERs said .
waited for kinda long . hmmmms .... && then take medicine . FCUK-ED UP . i think the missed me out .
the guy who put the medicine slip infront of me taken medicine and left and i haven after 5min .
was so fcuking angry lars . CB . so paid and off i go . homed , slacked , prepared and off to meet chiaPOPOs .
mrt-ed over to tampines to meet her . and thought i was late but she was worst . hahahahaas .
off for dinner and shopped around tampines mall and century square .
i wanna buy hat mondo pumps . sososo nice lars . lets wait for it to drop till $9.90 . xDD
i know its so aunty but i'm already buckless . ): birthday coming and i'm so pityful . WTH
went to macdonald to slack and chiaPOPOs do her homework . eat again . wahahahahaaas .
chat and blah and left at 9.30p.m . bus-ed home . baby din call me that night . ):
but at least he sent me a msg . heh hehs . how sweet .
thursday which is today . did nothing much . school-ed and school ends at 3 .
saw arsehole crystal20cents at payah lebar mrt and she still dare say meeting her ex . #$%^&*
SHE'S SUPPOSED TO MEET ME OKAYS!!! angry . xDD mrt-ed back to pasir ris .
went to apply for internet banking and homed . was supposed to go night class , but i think my neck cramp .
feeling super not right . so din go . had dinner at home and baby called bout 9plus . but din chat for long . ):
he cans book out today one . but he din . cause he have to report to yishun camp tomorrow at 6.45am .
CRAZY CANS!!! why is NS sososo weird . making people do things like what a superman have to do .
baby dont own a car or bike now . how is he suppose to reach . even if he stays in camp , he still have to cab over himself .
they din provide them a bus or whatever fcuk . i know they no longer kids lars . but make it simple cans . ROARS`
wells , post seems to be like happy(: , sad): and happy(: .
sometimes baby would be nice , sometimes he would be like ROARS` moodswings .
no matter what i know what i should and have to do in this relationship and would do my should-dos .
despite him treatin me not equally , i'll still give my best . so i wouldnt feel guilty this way . (:
&& babyloves , cans we dine in the cable-car . ?
its long since i've received a big suprise from you . why wont you like auto bring to such places .
cable car dining , ferris wheel , etc etc . you once told me you wanna bring me up DHL . also never . ):
I WANT BIG BIG BIG SURPRISE!!! ( felt like i've never once received .): )
Pictures taken long ago , && just receive . (: