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Sunday, April 27, 2008 12:01 AM

FCUK YOU , KPO` CB!!!

I'm angry . super angry . or rather just up-set . just unexplainable lars .
sister once told me to allow my boyf to do whatever i want now , including clubbing .
otherwise , he might do things behind you or worst still . && if you trust him . why not . ?
i dont say i dont trust my boy . perhaps i just dont have faith . something just makes me feel this way .

i just dont understand . why is things this way .
sisters have always been calling me to club with them without boyf and always failed .
cause i told them i would never go without baby . despite how many continuous physco , answer would be no .
why isnt he this way . ? i know i cans never demand it , neither control .
this is him and he would never allow one to control him too overboard .

am i overboard . ? as in like i can , why cant you . i know people would say .
he aint you , you cant compare yourself and him or rather this is him what cans you do . ?
but he always tell me he would give me freedom unlike my ex . but i have to know what i'm doing .
&& what should i not do . yes , i know , i really do . sisters knows me well . do you . ?

but i just dont like it lars . no matter how much i cry , how much i brood over it ,
how many times i talk to him about it , i would never get it my way . i just hope that everything is as simple .
as simple as a plain sheet of paper . i dont want a complicated one lars .
would you grant me this . ? i really hope so . *smooches*

baby , i really love you lars . && i really cant bear to lose you once again .
please understand why i'm worried and insecure . put yourself in my shoes (no joke) .
anyways , you wont read this . so hahaaas . HELLO!!!! CAROL , YOU ARE STUPID LARS!!!

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