FUCK SHIT , I AINT A INDEPENDANT LOVER!!!
hey yo , am i someone who is suppose to be treated this way or am i having a sway year . ?
everything aint going in the right track . FUCK SHIT`
SISTERs quarrel over fucked up things .
&& its settled . thanks god .
FAMILY is okays .
but still as naggy . && i cant understand some stuffs .
&& why why why .
for my whole fucking life , am i treated like this . ? do you know how i fucking feel . ?
or rather i aint a person you cant rely on for life so you are treating me so coldly . ?
am i thinking too much . ? i feel like an idiot , crying out to the mother fucking laptop .
am i relying on you too much . ? am i too over concern bout you . ?
your everything seems to make me feel like some one-sided love .
would you miss me out of no where . ? would i still be remembered when you are in there . ?
or would you just forget me and yeaps meet once a week , whenever you book out . ?
why aint you a little loving . ? i know this is you . but isnt it too over-board . ?
do you know how afraid i am to think of that . ? its getting nearer to that day .
i wouldnt dare to think how life would be . missing you like fuck shit .
but i've got no ways to contact you . or rather i would be tearing again if i bomb your phone .
life just isnt smooth this way . i feel hopeless .
&& i hope you really would change a little . i really really do hope .
lets hope for the bettter . i'm begging you .
or you would be thinking i'm crazy to think so much . perhaps ??? wth`