Does Fairytales Exists ?
Saturday, December 22, 2007
7:05 PM
why do you have to be so cruel . does it benefits you . ? this aint the first time . things plan && plans unfilfiled .you love thrashing my dreams , my plans , my everything .do you know how much i'm looking forward to this . ?do you know how much time i used to plan for the food . ? do you know how much energy have i used to blow those balloons . ?do you know mummy put in effort to cook that huge pot of curry . ?do you know whats my mood towards this party . ?do you know i've ben looking at the clock waiting for it to tick at 8p.m . ?do you know how much i long for your call telling me you are on the way . ?do you know how sad am i now . ?do you know i'm in tears . ?do you know how heart-ache it is to actually see those msn msges you wrote . ?do you have to be so stubbon . ?do you know whenever you are angry with me my heart seems to be with lots of thorns poking into . ?do you know how heart-ache feels . ?do you know , do you know , do you know ............... ?i hate this feeling , i hate to back out .why are you this way . ? you no mood you push everything away . do you know how diifficut in place am i . ?in that very first place you should tell me so .&& now i'm to blame , i'm to be sad .not even a sorry and dont even wanna answer calls and even threaten me to stop calling .am i suppose to be treated this way . ? i hate life . ?why did i die the other time . ? REGRETS`!!!!!!!!!!