Does Fairytales Exists ?
Monday, November 27, 2006
1:40 PM
wentt outt wiib laogong andd hiis fwendds ytd . reachh laogong hsee boutt 3++ . ii tookk a cabb oberr . coshh ii noee iib ii tkk mrtt iit wuldd bii xremelyy latee . spendd 13 buckks . reachh hiiss hsee he plaeeiinq comp . wass kiinda nortt happiie . coshh seems datt noww comp iishh muchh impt . hiis wholee miind all comp . ashh thouu noo comp will diie . culdnt beliievee datt ii wass att hiis hsee andd he carriied onn plaeeiinq comp . ii msg giina . ashh she wass oncee iin tiishh situatiion . ii tell herr tuu createe aloadd oob activities ferr miiee . keepp miiee busyy . she culd understandd howw ii feel . she saehh noo . coshh ii culdd numb myee self iin ferr derhh halff daee budd howw boutt att nytee . deree iishh defiinitelyy tymee datt ii am beiinq leftt alonee . tymee datt ii will still tiinkk oob hym . ii lurbee hym loadds . budd iit seems datt he lurbee hiis gamee moree . afterr chalett, ii culdnt slpp datt nytee . wass liiekk uncomfortable w/o hym . ashh ferr hym nehhs . eberytiingg seems alrytee . askked hym howw he felt, askk iib he felt sad derhh chalett endedd . he saehh noo . sumhoww he feltt happiiee . ashh pimplee wunn continuee growiinq . ii bkkk tiishh chalett coshh oob hym . ii cant tonn sho usee tiishh chalett ashh an excusee . he dunnchh seems tuu see iit . ii triied treasuiinq ebery momentt datt tymee . budd he wanns tuu goo wild wild wet, goo plaee lann andd blah blah blahh . nvm bahhs . att leastt ii still gett tuu see hym . ytd he saehh onee wordd datt realliiee hurtt miiee . he saehh see wo see till siian lerrs . haas . maeebii he wass kiiddiinq budd iit still hurtts miiee . tuudaee he saehh ii wass fann . eachh andd eberyy wordd . diid he tiinkk oob miiee . eachh andd ebery activities diid he tiinkk oob miiee . goo plaee lann goo wild wild wet . haas . i dunnchh noee howw shldd ii behavee . bii myeeself . !?!? noww derhh miiee iishh depress . bii myee depress self marhhs . !?!? he wunn liiekk iit . ii triied tuu staee happiie iinfrontt oob hym sumtymees . he wuld saehh ii chngee coshh ii seems liiekk a cheerful gurl wiib noo saddness . iit iishh all deep iin myee hartt . shldd ii realliiee juzz actt thouu nthh happenn . !?!? whenn outt wiib fwendds andd hym showws a cheerful =)) miiee . whenn ii am alonee =(( uppsett miiee . ii wannchh tuu bii myeeself . budd ii dunnchh noee howw tuu . ii am confusee . he toldd miiee tuu waiit ferr derhh daee till he getts tiired oob comp gamees . giibiinq miiee empty promiises, saehhiinq he iishh starttinq tuu gett tiired . budd seems datt he iishh gettiinq moree andd moree iinterested . planniinq moree andd moree lann outtiinq . haas . maeebii ii shld acceptt whuu he iishh .
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